How I feel about him at this very moment in time: You're my second best friend and I wouldn't change it for anything. I love talking to you because you always make me laugh and I feel like I can tell you almost everything. Almost. Wish we saw eachother more. I wish I could change your mind and your feelings. I want to be your best friend but I don't want you to like other girls. Is that selfish? I really can't help being jealous around you. I want you all to myself but that's impossible because you're too great of a guy for people not to notice. I wish things would go the way I want them to. I wish you'd watch the rest of One Tree Hill. I wish you'd realize all the things I wish without me having to tell you them. I don't think you realize how amazing you are.
Jane:
You're starting to bug me. You've gotten really clingy lately and I don't really like certain things that you do or say. You copy me sometimes and that makes me mad. I feel like you're sucking what individuality I have right out my eye sockets. I'm trying to find out who I am, where I fit in. You're absorbing things that make me me and making yourself better. Only it's not better because these things or quirks are MINE. Everyone likes you better than me. I can't blame them as you're funny, pretty, and a blast to be with. You make everything cheerful and fun which is why I like you myself. It just sucks being in your shadow sometimes. I think I need to find something to make myself stand out more. Hopefully you don't adopt it as your own. You've changed and you keep changing but I'm willing, for the most part, to accept you as you are.
Sandra:
Time apart has made you more valuable to some. But to me it just feels more as if you don't fit in. Except as soccer. But you need to reclaim your place and hang out with us more. You say it's our fault but it's not. You're hermitting yourself. It's high time you realized it.
Darryl: How flattering that you're into me. But I'm not a slut and you just wanting me for my body (God knows why) is insulting and I'm a lady and deserve better. However after hearing certain news I wouldn't mind some practice to gain experience. Don't expect too much of me because I'm bound to dissapoint you. That's the way everything seems to go.
Jerry: I miss you so much! We really need to hang out! I love you! And I always thought something could happen between us. I wouldn't stop it if it did. You make me feel so special and I love that about you. Many smiles come from you. You're very unique and that makes me happy.
Nadia:
Thought we were gonna get tight this summer but maybe not. It's all just as well. Your stories are starting to bore me and you're kind of self-absorbed sometimes. I love when you make fun of me. You do it the best practically. I know we've had so many good times so maybe if we chilled more we could have some more. You have amazing talent, you just need to put your problems behind you and be happy.
Rick:
So we stopped talking? I always wondered why we even started. You're really cute and funny and flirty and I'm just me. It's a shame though, because you really made my day a few times. I liked getting to know you a sliver. It'd be nice to get past the awkwardness. I know nothing will happen between us because you're out of my league and you're not my type anyway, but I think you should keep in touch with me. I wonder why you stopped? It's funny though...I say all of this but in the back of my mind I don't really care that we stopped...
Heather:
I can't help but love you. You're so crazy and fun. We're getting to be better friends. Can't wait to hang out with you next friday. I don't think you and Rafe would've made a good couple. Control your anger but don't change who you are. I'm glad we get along. I'm glad you don't want Rafe like he wants you although I feel bad about the way you sort of led him on. Or did you? You said you had a sort of half-boyfriend so... whatever. You're a wild card as Rafe would say.
Mom: You're pissing me off. You yell at me and boss me around and freak out over the lamest things. Get over yourself, you're so controlling! Why can't you just relax? Ever since we moved into the new house you've gone off your rocker or something. I hate it. And you say the dumbest things 24-7 and annoy me so much. If you just didn't talk I'd be so much happier. And you think you're cool. I find myself doing things like you and I freak out. I don't want to be like you when I grow up. Sorry. I know this is mean, but that's what you are.
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